imaginary- hp songfic w/ luna

an; part of the same series as even in death but written later. i love imaginary and it fits luna so well.  I linger in the doorway Of alarm clock screamingMonsters calling my nameLet me stayWhere the wind will whisper to meWhere the raindropsAs they’re falling tell a storyLuna woke with a start. She wanted to stay asleep forever, in her own little world. She could easily visit her imaginary world in her sleep, but she would have to drift completely away to visit it when she was awake. Sometimes during class she would stare out the window until her mind just floated away to her world. Life was never perfect for Luna. The other kids were always mean to her and her friends ignored her, but in Luna’s world life was perfect. It was always sunny and bright, there were little bunnies skipping in her meadow with a stream. Luna ruled her world, no one could boss her around or make fun of her.In my field of paper flowersAnd candy clouds of lullabyI lie inside myself for hoursAnd watch my purple sky fly over meLuna knew it was Saturday so she could drift off and visit her world for a little while. She stared out the window onto the grounds. Eventually she was in her world. She looked up at the clouds rolling by, the animals playing, and the soft wind. Luna always felt warm in her world. It was always perfect weather, sometimes it rained but Luna never got wet, she could just hear raindrops falling and see gray clouds. No one understood Luna’s world but Luna. She was the only one who could go there.Don’t say I’m out of touchWith this rampant chaos- your realityI know well what lies beyond my sleeping refugeThe nightmare I built my own world to escapeReal life was hard for Luna, but life in Luna’s world (or Loony Land as the other kids called it when joking) was the best. If Luna had a choice she would live in her world forever and lose all ties with reality. But she had responsibilities, she had to go to class and she had friends and family. Luna also knew she could never survive in her world for real. Her real wish was that the real world would become like her world. Everyone would live in peace in her world. There wouldn’t be evil or war or depression, just happiness. Luna loved her world. It was truly flawless. You couldn’t find a problem or mistake in Luna’s world.In my field of paper flowersAnd candy clouds of lullabyI lie inside myself for hoursAnd watch my purple sky fly over meThe only thing wrong with Luna’s world was it wasn’t real. Life would never be perfect for Luna or for anyone. You could search the world over and never find a place as wonderful as Loony Land. Luna wasn’t carazy, she knew her world wasn’t real. But wouldn’t life be wonderful if it was?Swallowed up in the sound of my screamingCannot cease for the fear of silent nightsOh how I long for the deep sleep dreamingThe goddess of imaginary light 

even in death- hp songfic :)

an; this is an old one, it got great reviews on ff.net, i really wish they hadn’t taken it down. i dont think it’s as good as my immortal, but its about death. truth be told i was gonna do my immortal to even in death instead but i remembered i’d already done one to even in death lol. it’s real sad but good. set late in book five. r&rplz. Give me a reason to believe that you’re goneI see your shadow so I know they’re all wrongCho had never believed that Cedric could be dead. She felt his presence all the time. Every night she would sneak out of her room and go down to the Hogwarts grave yard and sit by his tombstone. She would always bring him a red rose like the ones he would give her when they would go out.She remembered how guilty she felt when she had gone out with Harry. He had been with Cedric when he died. She had always wondered if he felt guilty, if he wished he had done more to save Cedric. Cho thought he didn’t even care. Why would he? He had so many friends, and he had Hermione. Cho thought Hermione was his girlfriend. In her heart, Cho knew that she had just used that as an excuse to leave him.Moonlight on the soft brown earthIt leads me to where you layThey took you away from me but now I’m taking you homeOne night while Cho was walking through the grave yard holding a rose, Cho heard footsteps. She turned around to see a little girl who looked like she was only a first year kneeling down beside one of the graves. Cho went on to Cedric’s grave. “Sorry I couldn’t see you last night. Filch was right outside the common room. I brought you a fresh rose though.” Cho would talk to Cedric like he was still there. Her brain knew he was dead but her heart was still waiting for him to respond to what she would tell him. “I hope you didn’t miss me too much. I think I’m the only person around who comes to see you anymore. Marietta thinks I shouldn’t come anymore, but what does she know? What do any of them know?I will stay forever here with youMy loveThe softly spoken words you gave meEven in death our love goes on“You’re the only person I can talk to anymore. All my friends don’t talk to me. They say I cry to much, that I’m not the same. Well I’ll never be the same. Not even after Voldemart is dead. If only I could hold you in my arms again. I love you, Cedric. I should have told you when you were here with me.” Cho’s eyes were filled with tears now. Some say I’m crazy for my love, Oh my loveBut no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my loveNo one really liked Cho anymore. She had become bitter after Cedric died. She pushed away all her friends when they tried to help her. Cho didn’t have real friends anymore. “Oh Cedric, I miss you so much.” Out of nowhere the little girl Cho saw before came up to her. “Who are you talking to?” she asked. “Oh, no one. What’s your name?” Cho asked, her eyes still full of tears. “My name is Mary Ann. What’s yours?”“I’m Cho. What are you doing here?” Cho tried to wipe away her tears.“I came to see my mommy’s grave. She died last month.” Little Mary Ann was crying too.“Oh that’s horrible. You must be sad.”They don’t know you can’t leave meThey don’t hear you singing to me“I’m sad sometimes. But then I remember when my mommy told me that those who leave are always still in our hearts.”“Your mommy must have been pretty smart.”“Yeah, she was. I have to go now. If I get caught I’ll probably get expelled.” Little Mary Ann walked towards the castle. Cho watched Mary Ann walk back to the castle to make sue she got back ok.I will stay forever here with youMy loveThe softly spoken words you gave meEven in death our love goes on“I better go too. I promise I’ll come back to see you tomorrow Cedric. I’ll bring another rose.” Cho walked back to the castle. She thought about what little Mary Ann said. Cedric would always be in her heart. Cedric was her first love and she still loved him even though he wasn’t with her anymore.And I can’t love you, anymore than I doI will die, but real love is forever.

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i put this up cuz ff.net kicked off some of my songfics and i need a place to put them. my immortal is password protected, but if u know me u should be able to guess it. i did that to keep my brother out lol. my name is cecilia, but most people call me sissy. i’m fourteen, will be fifteen in two months. born on Jan 13 1993. i like evanescence, amy lee’s my idol. i love mcr and afi too, and panic! at the disco. gerard way is soo fucking sexy. i know he’s like thirty lol, but i love him. today’s friday, but i don’t have school (thank god in heaven) 

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